Hrmm.

Two of my closest friends are home for the weekend, and it makes me both happy and sad at the same time.

Anyone who knows me knows that my friends are one of the most important things in my life.  They’re home, and I should be happy.  I should be talking to them, and smiling, and laughing, but I can’t help thinking that they’re just leaving again soon.

I wish everyone was home for a longer time, rather than just a weekend.

We need Tyke, Jesse, and Calen home for always.

Also, I’m moving soon.  I’m scared.  I don’t know why.  I haven’t lived at home with mum in one or two months now, since I’ve been living with Devin, and even though I don’t live with her, I feel that the minute we move into the new house, I’m going to become really homesick i think.

I’m just scared of lots of things right now.

sigh.

Boy howdy.

Things might work out, you know?  I feel good about things lately.

spiral much?

Ugh.

I don’t know.  I just don’t know.  Excuse the emoness.  This isn’t really emo I guess.  I think it’s just being lost or something.   Sometimes this happens.  Nothing big right?  right?  Sure, I suppose.   I have this feeling, this want, to just sit back and let it all out.

to scream

and cry

and run….

I’m so tired.  I go to bed early, I wake up late.  I can’t get the rest I need.  Everyone always gives me the bad news first.  For once, give me the good news.  Tell me whats new and exciting and fun, not old, boring, and sad.

It’s this town.  It reeks of the 80’s…in a  bad way.  All I do is work, and play WoW.  The only things to do around here and things I don’t want to do.  Go to the mall.  See a movie.  Loiter downtown at a laundromat or something.

I can’t wait to go to work today.  9 hours of no computer.  no computer means no bad news.  And no bad news makes Kat happy.

I need to put makeup on.  Blackish purple hair makes my face look so pale and sickly without it.

I miss my Jesse.  I hope he comes home again soon.  Everyone else can just eat it.

till it feels right

I am still alive.  Alive and terrible at blogging apparently.

/sighvisit http://www.pirogi.freenetworx.com and lookit my very few sorta childish drawings.

New laptop. Woo!

I ordered it last night! Here’s the specs:

– Intel Dual Core processor, so I can run things like Photoshop CS2, WoW, and Counter Strike: Source at the same time!

– 2 gigs of RAM

– 256MB ATI Radeon x1400 [so I can play things like Source, HalfLife 2, Fear, Just Cause, Prey, Portal, and other such graphic intensive games]

– 8X CD/DVD Burner (DVD+/-RW) with double-layer DVD+R write capability [I’ve never had a DVD burner before ]

– 5 in 1 card reader [no more killing my batteries in my camera when transferring photos!]

– Media buttons along front panel [No more minimizing games to change songs or volumes, or having to create keybinds for them!]

And there’s other stuff, like integrated wireless and such, but that’s all stuff that my other laptop has, s it doesn’t excite me as much.

AND!!!!!

As of right now the estimated date of delivery is the 22nd of January! JUST IN TIME FOR WINTER-EEN-MAS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

❤

change. woo.

I dyed Mangchan’s hair black for him tonight.  It looks good.

Currently I am eating Wendy’s.  Earlier I ate Taco Bell.  And for the last 3 months I have been eating Mcdonalds almost everyday.  By rights, I should be 180 pounds and unhealthy, but alas, no luck.

It finally snowed here.  Enough to open the mountain back up.  I will be on those runs as of Monday!  I can’t wait to strap myself into my bindings and just board.  Oh man.  It feels like forever since last winter.

Working is a little less thisweek, due to winter being winter andnot many people coming into the home depot.  I’ve decided [long ago] that I still love my job.  A lot.  Special Services FTW!

I’m going to finish eating my spicy chicken now.

>:3

i’m alive.

By the way, I actually am alive.   I’ve been working a hell of a lot at the job I absolutely adore.  Making money, and actually having some saved is always a good thing.

And WoW has taken over a lot of my life.  Basically when I’ not working, I’m playing WoW.  For any of you out there I rolled a Night Elf Druid, and I play on Alter Of Storms, by the name of Pirogi, so send me a tell if you ever see me online.

I’m in an awesome mood.  We FINALLY got snow as of this morning.  I don’t know how long it will last, seeing as it’s January 8th and it’s been 10 celcius for a month or longer.  I’m hoping they can start making snow at the mountain so I can snowboard soon.

❤

not title for you

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That last post was not meant to be taken to heart.  Song lyrics is all!

Glad that’s fixed.  Man I’m hungry.  I could totally go for some apple crisp, and cappuchino right now.  Yumm.

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Oh how I wish I meant a little more than a symphony of heavy breathing and the friction of hips.

Yes it’s true. You brainwashed me…

and now I’m all confused.

some random stuff

I need a new S key for my laptop.  I don’t know what I did but I broke this one somehow.  It still sort of works but I have to watch what I type because it sticks and the S’ won’t show up a lot of the time.  This is the second keyboard I may or may not have gone through since getting lappy at the end of march.  Ugh.  Dell is going to think I eat keyboards or something.

Last night I helped Devin move his apartment around.  It looks great the way it is now, though we didn’t move a whole lot, and we’ve left a table in the middle of the living room [we needed a screwdriver we didn’t have to take it apart]  We headed to Tim Hortons for some coffee during that time and as we were walking up, the fog came in so thick that you couldn’t see more tha possibbly 30 feet infront of you.  It was beautiful and scary at the same time.

When I was walking home, the gas pump beeped at me again.

My plans for the day today?  Build a fence.  Er, half of it anyway, since the other half is finished.  Then I’ll be going to Devinsto take apart that table, and then to work.  I haven’t been to work in a few days since thats how my schedual was worked out.  I like having a couple days off.

PS: Twilight Princess is amazing.